The business sucks this days, really scared thibking of wat going to happen in the future if things still going worst like this....
after hearing my dad's saying, im really thinking hard on getting more money for the family.... in the past, i've gone to johor for five months..i.. saw many things around there but nothing useful... i missed my chances of going to singapore, then gone johor to learn more but i failed... came back ...
i reached home, happy to see my mom and dad but... their really disappointed.... my mom dun even looked at my face when i'm bck... saw me bck, she straight away went up stairs without saying anything... with gloomy face though... at least my dad told me theres some food at the kithen.. and also went upstairs.....
i ate alone.... i cried...i hated myself eversince... tht night, went to my own comfy bed.... wetted my pillow.... laugh at myself... 搞到自己这样...
sometimes, i blame my fren from convincing me on coming bck though... but theirs no one to blame but myself right?^^
so.......... right now, struggling to work in brunei... hope things would go smoothly after wat i wrote here though...
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